It's hard to shut off I know,
the voice in your head when the blood starts to flow,
It's hard to keep it trapped inside,
the feeling of being yourself that you hide.
So hard to leave it alone,
but you want it so bad, I can tell by your tone.
Spread out across the floor,
your sweats' all drained, but you still want more.
It's never the same, as when you're moaning my name, don't stop,
I wanna.
There is no shame, in coming untamed, on top,
I wanna;
feel all the thrills I've been missing
Just want to feel like it looks on the screen
I've come a long way, but I am still wishing
that I could do all the things I want done to me.
So hard to mind the place,
when your flesh is slipping under leather and lace.
So hard to feel the sting,
of the pierced red skin that your fingernails bring.
So hard to just relax,
when your tripping my heart, and your dripping like wax.
So hard to just ignore,
when inhibition fails, and we go till we're sore.
So hard to watch it end,
when you're licking your lips, and your neck starts to bend.
It's always the same, when you're playing this game, can't stop,
I wanna.
Cause there is no shame, in coming untamed, on top,
I wanna;
Feel all the thrills that I have been missing,
Just want to feel like it looks on the screen.
I've come a long way, but I am still wishing,
that I could do all the things I want done to me.
credits
from Loose Screws,
released November 25, 2015
Produced, written, arranged, performed, programmed, engineered, and mixed by Chad Hindahl
ISIT is an audio/visual component embedded in the psyche of Chad Hindahl. It began in 1999, and has since included high
octane and personal live performances across the US, as well as soundtracks for film, games, and comics.
The first ISIT comic is currently in development for a 2016 release....more
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