Not meant to be here, but clear as day,
you shine through, in everything I ever do.
I have fought and tried,
fear has crept into my eyes,
but nothing scares me more, than letting go of you.
Sometimes the memories,
are worth more to me than I am,
Somtimes, what's left of me,
is really more like you than I ever was,
since that cold September storm,
when the spark you hid inside of me,
was no longer warm.
And it burrowed down inside,
deep beneath these twisting veins,
etching in my heart,
all the farewells that remain,
from all the fractured starts,
all tattooed in shades of shame,
and at the seams it pulls apart,
with nothing left but you to blame.
I love you, but I need to let you go.
I have no wings to give,
you must find your own way home.
I'll see you soon on the shores of my dreamtime,
where the sands of the sleeping,
become the windows of life.
And in that place, where ignition takes shape,
transfigured in flame, and free,
I will once more embrace thee,
but I have no wings to give.
You must find your way alone.
There's no more room left in these bones.
credits
from Loose Screws,
released November 25, 2015
Written, produced, arranged, performed, programmed, engineered and mixed by Chad Hindahl.
Special thanks to MJK.
Recorded in Myrtle Beach, SC, Columbia Falls, MT
2003-2006
ISIT is an audio/visual component embedded in the psyche of Chad Hindahl. It began in 1999, and has since included high
octane and personal live performances across the US, as well as soundtracks for film, games, and comics.
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